I know

I know it's too late.
I know I shouldn't have.
I know it was completely wrong, completely stupid and useless.
I know I acted completely against what I believe.
I know that, more than you, I betrayed myself and my own feelings.
I know now.

I know now that I've been lying to myself.
I know now that I haven't been myself.
I know now that I have to change, and what I have to change.
I know now that I want to change.
I know now that I won't need you.

But I know that I will miss you.
And I know that you will miss me too.
Because I know you are sorry for this too.